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things I can't do

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Give sensible love advise.
Write wedding speech.
Be in a relationship.
Go to work.

Give sensible love advise.

- something I am not really good at and I must say that I suck at it. I can give any advice regarding any other things except heart issues, relationships and the like. I can sometimes put common sense in some non-heart issues, analize and give analogy to some issues that doesnt concern heart and emotions. I am not being apathetic or love-hater, Im a good listener though, I always keep my enthusiasm during conversations but I am always caught off my highest guard when they started asking for advice. It makes me feel insignificant when I just stare blankly at them as I think of the right words to say. I tend to beat around the bush to give comfort and not be straight forward and hurt them which makes it impossible for me to be myself as I am normally tactless and say things before thinking.

Write wedding speech.

- that is just so self-explanatory. I have not experience being a bride nor have I been married nor live together with someone. No. Not even in the near future, yet. I have two pending requests for wedding speech for two different weddings and from two different women. I don't even know why are they asking me to do the simplest thing they can do as the bride. Its not that Im being indifferent, I just dont feel like being mushy about it. I knew how they met their grooms and all, but I dont know how to express their love for them. Damn it! Im not the bride.

Be in a relationship.

- its by choice and not by chance. Its my personal preferrence not to be in any relationship for almost 3 years, and in all honesty, I dont regret it as my thoughts with relationship is that most of them are transitory and it takes an equal and cooperative effort for it to work. Dedication. Submission. Responsibilities. Trust. Love. Commitment. Loyalty. Big words. My ideal status is to be free but not alone, though there are these rare moments when I long to be taken and be with someone without expectations as the word alone can ruin everything.

Go to work.

- at least its not just me who consider working as one of their biggest pet peeves in life, the only reason why it became impossible for me to go to work every damn day without complaints is because of the fact that I dont love what I am doing, its a simple fact that demotivates me and makes me feel the insignificance of the word passion in my life. I am not trying to exxagerate it but it gets boring and worthless when everything turns routinary and repetitive.

This may just be so simple for others, I maybe going through, what they call the quarter life crisis, I haven't establised anything yet at this point, no name, no investment, no partner, no plans. But who knows, others may look at me as a happy-go-lucky type or some even think that Im a trigger happy. They just dont know what's in my mind. :)

Posted by xxKhEixx 10:41 Archived in Philippines Tagged me love

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