Whatta sigh?!?.. Here I am again, confused and didn't know what to write. Im not really good in expressing myself, especially through writting. I can't even figure out why am I still updating my 2 blog sites with nonsense things.
I love writting and reading, but I can not see myself being so articulate and creative in posting things on my site. I sometimes wish that people will visit and appreciate my blog even if my entries does not make any sense at all and even if it is not so comprehensive like that of those who can attract people to read their blogs without much effort.
Sometimes, its not enough for me to just write, I need to be understood. I need people to see me in my creations, I want them to read on my thoughts not on my words. To feel what is unexpress with those words. But that is too much to ask especially if you are not a writter by professio or worse if you are just nobody who knows how to write but does not write anything at all.
I always wonder how can other blogger be so confident in their entries and how effortless are they in attracting people to read on their entries. Which made me so insecure and envious of them.
I dont know if just need to be inspired or explore things and put them words. I really can't say if I am just boring or just lazy enough to update my blog. But if I'll be true to myself and to others, its not because of boredom or laziness, I am not just confident that people will like my stuff and that they will be interested in things that I am posting in my site. That makes me bite the bullet!
Another deep sigh from me.